“Huh? Hindi ah,” and lagi kong sagot. Pwede ba akong ma-in lab ng hindi ko nalalaman? O baka ayaw ko lang talagang malaman.

Pang-ilan beses ko na bang narinig yan na tinanong saken nitong linggong ‘to..? Bakit nyo ko tinatanong ng ganyan..? Pwede ba tigilan nyo ko. Ayoko ng ganyang usapan. ginugulo nyo lang isip ko. Masaya na ko ngayon ng ganito.

Some men, married or single, still think that having multiple partners and doin’ it with every single, attached or unattached, chick they meet makes them more marketable… Well, you thought wrong, huney!What some men don’t know is that, nowadays, it’s a big turn on when they’re actually the hard-to-get type…

I think it’s even (much) sexier to know a man who’d stick to his girl and his girl only, so faithful that he practices “mental monogamy” (Bro. Bo, lemme borrow the term from you muna ha… for this entry lang.)

Walang paltos.

When I meet new people, I find only two reasons for it: the person was sent to me to relay a message or to test me (I only realize this when our measured time is over…) or it is me who has a mission to accomplish, a role to play, a service to give, or a lesoon to teach.

In the past, I met a number of people who merely had to pass by my life. Some stayed for a while. Some stay afloat. Some moved on.

I can tell this early that this new friend is going to be a great challenge. I think he’s trying to keep that sex-alocohol-drugs-and-rock-n’-roll lifestyle. If it were just the alcohol and rock-and-roll lifestyle, I’d join you. Haha But dear, the other two... hrmpf. Pasaway ka kasi e!

So C, my dear, are you my new project?

If you are, when the project is done, you're one as*hole I want to keep.

Are The Smiths vampires? They have a familiar morbidity similar of Rice’s vampires: Armand, Lestat, Louis, the cute and feisty Claudia, and of course, the Damned Queen, Akasha.

I used to dream of becoming a vampire. I knew and understood their loneliness brought by the doomed immortality, and their hunger for blood, warmth and love despite of their dark and heartless profile.

Maniac.

Why did you call me without intentions to talk? …and you thought I’d never find out it was you. Hello. Our operator was able to memorize your voice already. You called me everyday and almost every hour when were still together, remember?

And that message you mistakenly sent me… ugh! It always happens on days or events when we don’t talk or when I don’t want to talk to you. Coincidence? …try not to sound happy in your next text message. I ain’t convinced. We all have instincts. Only women have stronger ones.

Take this advice as if from a good friend: Sulk in the pain until you’re almost numb… when a single spark can burn you no more.

Always here for you, lil bro’.